“It was when I stopped searching for home within others and lifted the foundations of home within myself I found there were no roots more intimate than those between a mind and body that have decided to be whole.”-
Effective Date: February 9th, 2020
Helios’ Astrological Angle on the Full Moon in Leo– Heretics, this lunation brings us to a breaking point. But is it truly time to break apart? No, that’s not what’s happening, at least not the way we picture it. This time, you are breaking through the barriers you have hidden behind, and emerging as your true Self. This process is hardly an easy one, but its no longer possible for you to hide who you are. Its time to drop down into yourself and become reborn.
The Sun, Moon, Mars, Saturn, and Pluto– Listen, this feels like an identity crisis, I know. You are feeling as though you don’t know yourself, and that is being externalized as feeling like everyone around you doesn’t know you. That’s the breakthrough. You need to stop using others as a mirror for your Self. Be still, search inside yourself for where you feel the least like yourself. Explore that feeling- what is bringing you to that place? Is it internal or external pressure? Find where you are blocked within yourself and go deeper. This is a rescue mission for your Self.
You’re going back into the darkness but this time there is truly no danger. You are in a state of grace and have nothing to fear. Descend. What have you locked away from the world that you feared would be judged if it ever came to light? It can only control you as long as it is unspoken. Find the door you hide behind and open it. You reclaim your power by bringing it into the light. Search for your soul. You are safe now, and you don’t need to hide any longer. Set yourself free. Clothe yourself in self-love and let your heart lead the way, it won’t lead you astray. It knows what it needs to become whole
Minor Planets used: Sedna, Eris, Manwë, Ceto, Chaos, Borasisi, Asbolus, Thereus, Chariklo, Cyllarus, Persephone, Orpheus, Phaethon, Iris, Nemesis, Toro, Damocles, Astraea, Hidalgo, Icarus, Hebe, Atropos, Sphinx, Siva, Requiem
Mercury, Venus, Chiron, and Uranus– This will be an intensely personal experience for you. You will have to do the hard work yourself, but that doesn’t mean you have to do it completely alone. In fact, you should seek ways to connect with others right now- resist the urge to hermit yourself away. Seek out ways to express yourself authentically in the middle of your transition to this new you that is unfolding. Allow things to not fully make sense, to have yourself be a work in progress and a masterpiece at the same time. You do not need to hide away right now, but you also must make sure that you are taking the time to understand these reclaimed pieces of you and how they fit into your life as it is now. There will be adjustments that need to be made, and not all of them will fit cleanly. Become okay with coloring outside the lines that were imposed on you. No one can stop you from expressing who you are but you. This is scary and that is okay because it is RIGHT. You do not need to obey anyone else’s expectations of you anymore. You can set your own course in life. You will find your way, but now you need to understand who you are so that you can know where it is you want to go and for what reasons.
Jupiter and Neptune– Your mission right now is to honor this as a sacred time for you; This is when you release your burden and accept yourself, just as you are, fully and without reservation. Honor yourself by setting yourself free. Open to the truth of who you are and live in your power, once and for all. Your chains will break when you realize they hold no power over you. Your jail cell was never locked, and you can leave it at any time. You do not have to live as though you are fragile and unworthy- In fact you will be accepted more by others once you are willing to be brave and accept yourself first.
You were never meant to live in a way where you torture yourself. False acceptance of a fake persona isn’t worth this. You can be yourself, and be loved. Go deep and find yourself one more time. It is safe. You are safe. You can become whole, now and for good. Give yourself the love you need first. Find the holes in your heart and fill them with Self-love. Reclaim your destiny.